My f**ked up reality

Residing in hell
Lonely i remain
Living through all this tortures
Going through all this pain

There is only one thought that will kill me
And that is when i think of you
You did what you did behind my back
And went off finding someone new

It was like i was invisible
It was like you didn't care
And as time passed i realised one thing
When i needed you , you weren't there

Yet i loved you unconditionally
Being with you through it all
Never showing my emotions
But in my heart it ached and sore

We broke and got back again
I was sure it will stay that way
But history repeats itself
And here i am drinking my day away

So all i'm left with now
Is this broken empty shell
Maybe we would be together again
No one knows, only time will tell.