I'm so afraid to love again
I love this girl but every chance I get to be near her
I just run away
This girl you see
She stole me heart
And I poured my very soul into what we had
But she took all that and crushed it underfoot
So now I sit here terrified to give out my heart again
I'm afraid of rejection
I'm afraid of giving away that which I clutch to my chest now
For fear of having it spit on once more
I haven't always made the right choices with love
So now I'm so afraid that I don't want to chance it all
Don't want to gamble it away on this girl
But tomorrow is a new day
And I have to give myself the chance to even find love
For I run at the slightest chance of being hurt
And now that I sit here confessing it all
I pray to you almighty lord
Come down and show me your mercy
Help me find the one girl in this world just for me
Help me to risk it all and win it all
Dear god just let me love again
Unlock these chains around my heart
Untie this knot in my stomach telling me no
Dispense with my hesitance and just let me out of this cage
