My Best Friend

I don't know what to say,
Or even what to do.
I just cant believe, the person who hurt me,
So badly in the end was you.

We had been friends for years,
We would always have so much fun.
I would always say,
That you knew me better than anyone.

You were my rock,
You always knew what to say.
You always made me feel better,
With that crooked smile sent my way.

I guess everything you ever said,
Was obviously a lie.
I shouldn't be surprised,
But still i wonder why.

Why would you do this to me?
I thought you really did care.
I guess though i can understand why,
I know that you are scared.

Scared of losing her,
The one you love so much.
The one you get to see every day,
The one you long to touch.

Were you terrified,
Like that of losing me too?
Or was that in fact,
Such an easy thing to do.

We both know what we did,
Was really really wrong.
So maybe this is good,
In the darkness i belong.

I thought that a promise was a promise,
To me that meant something.
But to you obviously,
Just like me, meant nothing.

I wish one day,
That once again we could be friends.
That just for one minute,
This pain i'm feeling would end.

I know that will never happen,
As much as i want it to.
I lost the person i love,
My best friend, it was you.