My tears

Last night i cried a million tears
letting my imagination run wild
from wishing you were here
but everyone says I'm only a child

as tears pour down my face
unable to stop my sadness
i realize I'm a bit of a disgrace
it feels like my life is madness

two sad goodbyes this year
people always leaving my life
another is what i fear
but this time i don't reach for the knife

i remember our last memory together
like it was yesterday
seems like your gone forever
but i miss you in every way

hopefully we'll meet again
somewhere along the line
till then my heart will live with this pain
and I'll just keep pretending I'm fine