It's been a while since I've been this scared
actually, since the first time I said I love you.
This time is very different, its a contrast,
I've been unfaithful, I think we're through.
You didn't say you loved me back
so I assumed you never would.
So, this time I messed up real bad
and I think its for good.
your guitar plays so slowly and subtle
but no.. I won't give in.
Your wondering why I'm holding back
but kissing you to me is a sin.
You ask me not to leave.
I've been with someone else and you
don't have a clue, or don't wanna see.
My hands are shaking, like I'm
being provoked to leave.
this is the time to say it babe
voices,, going through my head..
Turning to you i blush, my lips
move, but my brain is dead.
omg did i just mumble,
eyes are watering, can't see you as well.
I had a speech on the tip of my tongue
i say good bye, because I can't tell.
You don't want me to leave
Of course you follow me, wondering
what you did wrong,
seriously it makes me cry harder
because I've been stupid all along.
I didn't know what I had from the beginning
unappreciated how good you are to me.
So now I know its the time to tell you
pull back my hair from my neck, so you can see.
I didn't think you would take it so hard
but understand you want me to leave.
But you ask me to stay the night with you
and remain your girl, I really can't believe.
You forgive me for everything, I'm
the best thing to happen to you,
apologizing for ignoring me,