Please

I'm tired
I'm so tired of it all
So please quite
Quite making me crawl

I've been doing it
For all my years
Pressed down
By all these fears

So when will
You make it cease
And let me fuse together
Piece by piece

Please, I've been broken
For far too long
Please, you know me
You know I am not this strong

Please help me
I'm so close to giving up
Please lift this brick house
Please, lift this darkness up

Please, I need you
To do this for me
I need healing
The sun, I need to finally see

Please, I am just so tired
How much longer until it is enough?
I can't handle it anymore
This darkness is just too rough

So please, I beg you
I beg of you one last time
Please help me
Before I finally give up this unbearable climb

.... And I have realized I have just wasted my time
Pleading to no one in sight
...So I finally give up
I've lost the fight

I'm done
I'm shattered beyond repair
I'm gone
Far beyond despair