Familys at war

Full scale punch ups,
Shouting and more,
This place full of hatred,
Its one constant war.

I can just feel it breaking,
Tearing slowly apart,
This is the end of my family,
Its breaking my heart.

So many arguments,
Harsh words shared,
I'm hiding in my bedroom,
Ive never been so scared.

They're all down there fighting,
They've forgot about me,
I'm just a distant memory,
Someone they cant see.

I don't know what to do,
I just want to make it right,
But I worry if I go down there,
Am I gonna be scared of the sight?

I want us to be normal,
Like the family's that I see,
Everywhere I turn,
Happy family's around me.

Why cant it be the same?
Instead of this damn war?
What made us like this?
We were fine before..