Sitting on the cold sand on the beach we used to call ours
The waves that cuddle me bring back our old memories
It's like I'm sitting next to both of us and watch us arguing
And my mind is confused because I get back the old feelings.
I came here to heal the wounds caused by my new love
But, instead I feel the pain I once felt for you
I remember how we never got anything to be good enough
You hated my doubts; I hated the things you do.
I remember our last arguing now so well
Until now I was under somebody else's spell
But, as I remember everything I feel my voice
How it's begging you to make your choice
And I see myself raged from your lies
My voice got louder and I can't stop screaming
And then the thunder is over and we split our fingers
We say this is where we stop, and away from you I'm walking
But, I see something I haven't seen then
I see you grieving for me and calling my name
I see your tears fall, saying how this beach is ugly without me
And I wish to go back and say I trust you, you weren't lying to me.
Now it's too late for us to go back in time and try
To fix the love we broke on that cold winters day
But, of that lesson I suppose we must learn something
No matter how things are bad, we must hold on and keep trying.
And now I know why I had this flashback
I know that I mustn't make the same mistake
I mustn't walk away from the one that needs and loves me
As much as bad as I love and need him.
