Lie To Me

You sit there, happy and content
As you mock that your feelings of longing for me are absent
My heart feels so much pain, I love you so
And so I fight through your words, I don't want you to go
But the pain is becoming unreal, I don't know what to do
When all I've ever wanted was to just be loved by you
I've tried sitting back and let you understand
That this isn't just a crush, that I need you to take my hand
We've been down this road once but this isn't like before
I just don't know if I can honestly do this anymore
I used to be happy...I used to be brave
But then you came back into my life and took my self esteem to the grave
I don't know what to say but still I'll ask you my dear friend,
I know I'm not pretty...but couldn't you pretend?