Perhaps it is me
who is drifting from my friends
maybe it is them
i do not know the reason to this
for it is unknown to me
i feel out of place
angry at people all the time
for some, make me want to choke them
can this be normal for a 17 yr old girl
for a girl who wants to be an artist
traveling the world for inspiration and the study of art
and help her parents in need
to hope that my elder sisters heart
stops breaking and heel along the way
and wish for my other elder sister finds
her relationship a success
to know and hope my parents find peace among themselves
for my brothers to realize the stress they give my parents
for the world to realize
it is crazy to fight with each other
and to at last find peace in one another
for thousands of years ago we were united
now look at us
were more than divided
knowing these thoughts and dreams will never come true
i too have things to say about myself,
but i will not say
for i am but just another empty shell
in this pitiful beautiful world
for the world will change
it may be good or bad,
it may be for the better or for the worst
for when it does change
and it is called a miracle
as some may say
let me know
for i will come back
until that day
