Wow! that just knocked me out of my chair!
Your words are wonderful and your poem flows perfectly, mostly I can easily relate to this feeling and I know how it feels to stuggle inside with a secret like that.
This lines spoke it all:
"Those secret looks and the touch of our eyes
It is admiration in a clever disguise
Or maybe I just got carried away
Because you'll never fall in love with me anyway"

Your poems are truly amazing. 5/5, Em