She goes
to her doctor
asking
shoot me
shoot me please,
diagnose me
with some exotic disease.
Let the demons take over,
don't make me be sober.
Please doctor,
tell me
things won't be okay,
stop telling me
to take it
day by day.
Tell me to throw away
those awful medicines
in my cabinet
and let me tear my heart out.
Please doctor,
please
just let me
fade away.
