Music at impossible decibles
Beating with the grace to
Drown life out, not make smiles
Loud enough to get heart
Frightened into the right beat
Power of anger slowly dissolves
I let you control me too long
I'm taking it back, my life
You see, tempers you can't know
The reactions you won't learn
I'm like plutonium, harmless
Until I get mixed with something
That's not good, a big BOOM
Leave nothing in the wake,
Total destruction comes to life
Heartless, no, loss of everything
More suffering, causing you pain
I really can't drown out the hurt
The look in your eyes, with a
Beat of the drum and lyrics
Those upsetting stares, lost glances
You cause my anger, my
Sudden lapse of control and whit
I could blame you all I want
You'll never know it, you'll be gone
This angry wrath path I take
You see, I'm at the heart of this
Confusing distraught mess
Those glances to me are for me
The future I've set for us
It's hit a major roadblock, nothing
Can fix it yet, my temper is
Exploding from the lack of tears
Your's is screaming for help
To get me back, make me suffer
You don't see how, that you already have
Sweetie, you see, we're done
Yet I still write for you
I do love you still, making my heart flutter
Confusion blasts in every word
Every verse and the chorus in this song
It makes my anger hurt my worse
It's misdirected, and know I know
I can't hate you, you hurt too
I really can't let this go on, temper thrashing
It's time to see whose fault goes to who
My pains to cause you have yet to start
The real hurt you've not seen
Or you would know I feel the same
The music drowns out the words
The mumbled and muted fierce curses
Yet I still hear those audible glares
Feeding your confused stares to strengthen
Anger turns to wrath, temper becomes a time bomb
It's waiting to explode, you know
I don't put you to blame any more, you're still hurting
I can only blame this person
With earbuds bleeding music
And heart singing confusion and hatred
