Words brought us together
Those same words tore us apart
I lost a double-header
Both games I played
Never came up so lost
Down, drowning under water
The blood of our love
Washing clean, screw it
Fu ck it, don't you see
I may play with razors
And you may not watch
You can stare at my scars
But they don't fix your heart
You think you're the only one
Experiencing this honest pain
Glance my way, son, please look
Stare into my eyes
They stopped shining, they sound
Barely audible, distant churning
Barely aware that you're standing
Watching me hurt, without knowing
This sharp thing I'm holding
You can see it break skin, will you wake up?
Will you notice then,
That I saved you more pain,
I burdened myself to help us both
It takes two to form and build
But only one to hold it up?
No, sorry, sweetie, it takes two to break
To cleanse it might mean
This blood I'm pouring, directly from the vein
Both halves can't survive
Without the other, I'll live
I'm strong, just needed a vice
Good girls are boring. What am I saying?
I'm a fu ck up, I screwed you up
I hope I go to hell, you see, sweetie
You're still too clueless
Ignorance isn't bliss. Watch me slice
and see me dice my arm open
Will you notice the new cuts tomorrow
Will they remind you,
I hurt too, pay attention, it's not about you
But it's not about me.
I'm already dead, I meet the devil tonight
That necklace you gave me tight around my neck
And the love you promised
Screaming from my broken heart
This razor seems to cut deeper
Send me flying high, maybe it really will end
When I see your picture
It'll set me into a fiery flame, burning, blazing
Eating at my skin
You were part of my soul,
You'll feel my pain for sure, this time
Eyes open, watch me cut
Heart thumping, try to stop
Music beating, sing me off
Eyes drifting, fade away
Goodnight, sweetie, goodnight and good day
Leave now, I'll be fine
My prince has rescued me
His name is Satan, he's taking me away
Love, he's my only match
He can't hurt me like you
Your stupid blindness, it's the most
The most pain, the most tears,
It's all I can afford to buy this razor
I spent myself on our love
And you saved up, got rich
Live right, live haunted, live in hell
Maybe we'll meet
