Torn

So scared I'm shaking
Don't know what to do
On one hand I love you
On the other I love her

Can't think straight
Heart racing
Hands Shaking
If only this weren't true

Ever since you came into my life
I've loved you completely
Now every breath I take brings pain
I loved her first but now there's you

I love her with all my heart
I also love you so much
I don't want anyone hurt
I don't know what to do

As I write this poem
I sit here on the couch and cry
Trying to make the ultimate choice
Who is my one and only?

Is it her or is ot you?
There is nothing I can do
I lay here yearning for both of you
I'm so very confused

Both of you are convinced
I am your one and only
Your one true love
I sit here torn

My heart is breaking
My will to live fading
All I want is happiness
Happiness is exactly the opposite of what I'm getting

I asked my cat for advice
He sits there and looks on with eyes of ice
I've asked my mom and many friends
Yet none of them can help

What do I think?
What do I do?
I'm stuck in the middle,
Loving both of you