Forward

The day has come
The one ive waited for
To be exact, 4 years
Maybe even more

Ive patiently held on
To all that he left behind
Repeating his words in my head
Wishing past could rewind

I prayed to God
Literally very night since
"PLEASE GIVE US ANOTHER CHANCE!
Send me back my prince"

The lord was not kind
Not until today
He finally said what I wanted to hear
Everything I wished he would say

But after 4 years
You start to learn
That once youve been hurt before
You dont want to recap that burn

youll read all my poems
And think id take him back
But I survived this brutal pain
And came back from this attack

Never in a million years
Would I ever think id say no
But it just popped out
Like it was already to go

I feel like ive wasted these years
Waiting for you to turn around
Then when you finally did
I wasnt around

What was the point
I gained nothing in the end
So why did I hold on this long
But not till the very end?

Maybe im afraid to admit it..
For it was a fear I ignored
I finally let you go
I can move forward