How Do You Figure?

How do you figure?
I miss you.
You're bitter
To my every wish and need,
Every dream and every plea,
Revolving around you.

Well, were tearing at the seams.
I can feel it when I bleed
When you speak,
And the result is nothing new.

So go on, push me farther,
And I will not even bother,
To fix what will not mend,
We've already met the end

Yes, I'm standing on this edge.

Hit me and I will fall
But the beauty of it all,
Though it's never that appealing,
Is, I've mastered this cold feeling
& I will not go down.