I try to eliminate your doubt
And fill you with confidence,
All the while my hair turns grey
As things are not going my way.
You do not see my point of view,
Nor do you see the truth of it all,
You believe what you hear,
This causes me great fear.
With no trust there is nothing,
I thought we had more than this,
You have lead me to believe one thing,
But play with my emotions like dangling string.
Embarrassingly I have been blinded,
By the true hope of found love,
The reality sinks in quite deep.
I should not have taken such a leap.
How will I pick up the pieces?
Could such a thing be manageable?
Tell me why this is so,
My heart is dying just to know.
The love in me is so intense,
I am naive to see otherwise,
I shall not lose faith in us,
Although I may not have your trust.
One day it will be proven,
And both of our fears will end,
Insecurities will not exist,
But our love will persist.
A moment will arise,
With this my tears will deplete,
Forever my heart will rest,
On that day I will be blessed.
