Complicated

How did my life get so complicated
So many problems in my head
I'm trying to find the truth
In the answers I don't get

It feels like part of me has died
All I can feel is pain
The pain of sadness and of loss
I can't break the chain

I want so much out of this life
But I can't find the way
grieve's there to block the path
And it won't go away

So now I'm standing still
Trying to see what's there
Wondering what next to do
And if I even care