Why...???

-Am I going through a troubling stage of fear,
-Every second I feel I need to shed a tear.

-Do my heart feel heavy and full of sorrow,
-I feel like I want someone else's life to borrow.

-Kids have fun and have good times to share,
while I sit here stumped, feeling no one care.

-Loneliness come to ruin my ounce of joy,
-Do I still love others while they bug and annoy.

-Don't others care about how I feel inside,
-Won't they just listen and make their minds wide.

-Do I fear much attention of the people all around,
-Is it if I make a mistake you won't hear another sound.

-Hiding this all inside me is the solution to conquer this,
-When I see people happy, I just want to get out and dismiss.

-Do this poem explain the things that Jas is going through,
-Is it because she hopes that you care for her like you do for you....???
(2005)