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by sezz Jan 18, 2009 category : Love, romance / lost love
I can't believe all the pain I let you put me through Trusting you was truly wrong I guess I never knew The fact that you had used me The betrayal and the hurt It always seems to happen Guys treat me like dirt Everything I gave up It's such a waste it seems The pain I'm still going through Locked away inside my dream The embarrassment of telling The look of shock on their face I'd rather die or disappear Run away without a trace The promises turned to lies Another on the list The false loving and affection Hidden behind the mist The walls I had to build up The protection I so need Lost in all this emptiness That makes my heart bleed If only I had realised Soon enough to know Then this wouldn't have happened I wouldn't want to go Nothing will be the same I know this even now I'll survive all this coldness I'll make it through somehow So I'll go on pretending Hiding how I feel Acting like it doesn't hurt Not showing what is real I'll go back to the safety Push everyone away Too risky to let them in It's better off this way For sure I am over you But the pain is still there I'm sick of all this running But not going anywhere For now I'll hide behind the lies That I'm as happy as can be The only time I'll let it out Is when I've been set free
by troy
I know