I Can't

I can't look at you without,
remembering what we had.
Why did you have to leave me?
were things that bad?

I can't forget the things,
you always used to say.
The skies of blue have,
changed to shades of gray.

I can't live with this sadness,
I want to feel joy.
What i needed was a man,
not an immature boy

I can't live in this world,
that you've tainted black.
I try to move on but,
I can't help looking back