Coming to my senses

I hear the words hear4 the sounds
but i dont see him when i look around

i see his mouth yelling about
but nothing seems to be coming out

i feel is presence i feel it clearily
but it all seems to be invisible to me

i smell the gum, the cigarettes, the beer
he's drunk again it's oh so clear

i see my body full of cuts and bumps
from the last time he got drunk

i run into my room and lock the door
i feel my heart drop to the floor

i hear him walking towards the door
mt body begins to again feel sore

i smell the sweat from my top lip
as my clothes again begin to rip

me being so scared i scream
trying to wake up and say this was all a bad dream.