Why do you do it?

I hate how you say his name
i hate how you lie
i hate how you always leave me behind
i hate how you say i love you and dont mean it
i hate how you always cheat
i hate how i stay
i hate how you hurt me
i hate how i get used
i hate how you think its all a game
i hate how i lose my friends because of you
i hate how i was all so blind
i hate how i love you no matter what you do
i hate it even more when i have to run after you
i hate how you talk to him and say you love him
i hate how he is always on your mind
but most of all i hate it when i wake up in the middle of
the night crying for you and your not there any more.

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