Ive cried so many nights still
Ive had the pretty face and the nice laugh
its all a cover
because the moment you say you've seen your girlfriend
it breaks me.
i ended it because you took advantage of me that one night
so many nights ago
but i still cry because i love you
as that one quote says
"if i didn't love you so much, I'd hate you"
for you and i that is very true
i should hate you after you did what you did to me.
but i don't
i just sit and cry and tell you I'm ok
but im not
I'm tired of crying myself to sleep
there's a pocket in front of me
and i want to cut myself so badly
but I'm worried about what you would say
i never knew why you cared about me
but you've broken me far beyond what everyone else has.
i say I'm sorry
but its you that should e telling me that.
goodbye....if i off myself in the night oh well,Austin, I'm sorry. but if i don't....if i just live with the scars...get over it
