Laughter echos in the emptiness of my heart,
the pain cripples me as i slowly fall apart,
a never ending circus, all the staring eyes,
i guess i'm the freak show, well that is no suprise,
i hate you so much it hurts to breath,
yet i love you so much it's unthinkable to greive,
stay with me, i know i'm a contradiction,
but i'll let you breath without my restriction,
laughter echos yet i am stood still,
breathing ever so slightly because of sheer force of will,
who is that laughing? i wish they would leave,
my ice heart shatters and it hurts just to breath.
