For some reason, this poem reminded me of a child that asks question after question after question ( my daughter is great at that!). I love the use of rhetorical questions that are along the lines of an oxymoron. I have to admit that I mis-took the poem from the first few lines. I thought that it would be a poem about someone who questioned their love for another; like you wanted to be closer to someone but you could not seem to get there. It was a pleasant surprise to seem the contrary.

I could really relate to some of the questions you asked as well. It is always good to give readers a way to see themselves in your work.