I wrap myself in your hoody
Just a small reminder of you
And no matter how much it kills me
I know this is what I have to do
No matter how much i want to be with you
I know its better for the both of us
We were cutting each other without even really knowing it
The days we used to be so in sync
Now just seem so far away
We used to laugh at nothing
But now i feel like i don't know you
You stopped showing that extra special love
You know the one that was just for me
I felt so alone in the end
And i knew what i had to do
I pushed it off
And told myself that you would change
It took me months to admit to myself
That the "old us" wasn't going to come back
You always waiting until it was too late
To try and save what we had left of us
And now every time i think of you
I clutch my body together
I hold it all together
Even though the pain i feel in every fiber of my being
The pain that eats away at my mind and body
I know is real
I refuse to sub cum to it
Because I am finally tired of waiting
You can't fix other people
They have to do it themselves
Maybe you will do that
And down the line we can have the life we spent two years planning together
But the hollow holes need to be sewn
And the trust needs to be restored
Our love will last forever
And I'm afraid it never could have
If we were to stay
So ill put this smile on my face once again
Try to scrap up whats left of me
And walk down this road gracefully
Only time can tell whats to come of our love
That is if either one of us really survive
So I'll hold myself together
And start this empty walk
U hope our hearts will meet again
But maybe it would be better if they didn't
We torn each other apart over and over
All the while it sent me down a spiraling black hole
But maybe one day i wont have to clutch my sides
To keep myself from falling apart
Right at the worlds feet
But for now at least
Goodbye my soul mate
I can't let us tear each other up anymore
Because now i feel like i Don't know you
