I wanted to explain

Suddenly i start writing
now i know am dying

a while ago i was crying
i wanted to die smiling

hope is dead inside me
i wroth nothing but death

i gave away all my dreams
i holded hard on lies

i gave you tears signed with blood
i gave you my life that all what i had

i just wanted one word back
i wanted to hear that you love me again

now i think there is nothing i can explain
but i got my blade to make it rain

hopelessly i smile for not knowing what will happen
cheerful i cry for going out of your love prison