Im having this heavy feeling in my chest
Mind swirling, completely out of control
And why is it that it effects me so much??
Permanently damaged,
My heart is beyond repair, I desperately cry out in despair
Like a drug, I was attached beyond the point of no return
I did everything in my power, but it seems as if it had no effect on you
It seems as if we are at war, and Im losing this battle
Not against you, but with my own feelings
Because on one half, they tell me to leave it alone
Let the past be the past
But the other half, whispers to me there is something there
And to never let the word past be a figment of us
And as I stare into this mirror and look myself in the eye
I look at your actions and the way youve began to treat me
Its different than before, and its like the attraction
You once before had for me has turned into rage and hate
Its like youve erased those feelings you had for me once before
After staring myself in the eye
And soon recognized the truth
Maybe its time I erased the feelings I have for you
