Faking it

I wake up in the morning
Avoiding how I feel
Not letting all this get to me
I pretend that it's not real

I hide it from my friends
They don't know my pain inside
Ever since you left me
I feel that I could die

I wipe away my tears
When my friends come around
They'd never know I'm hurt
I play the role of the clown

A smile hides the truth
And my eyes they hide the pain
Never could I love again
'Cause it's all been in vain

I sit and wait for the phone to ring
But it never ever does
Is this what you always said
Would forever be your love

So for now I'll keep on faking
All these feelings I have inside
Trying to pretend that I'm happy
Filling thier heads with lies