I'm Tired

I'm tired of being the bad guy
I'm tired of you pretending that what you do isn't meant to hurt
I'm tired of being the one that yells
I'm tired of being the reason you hate me
I'm tired you treating me like I'm creating these feelings
I'm tired of you telling me I don't care
I'm tired of your double standards
I'm tired of being hurt knowingly
I'm tired of going to sleep and waking up with scratched up arms
I'm tired of being the reason for rules in a chatroom
I'm tired of being the one who makes you feel like shit
I'm tired of being arrogant
I'm tired of you calling me immature
I'm tired of you justifying treating me like dirt
I'm tired of you deciding whether you want to hurt me whenever
I'm tired of you thinking this poem was just a pity party
I'm tired of not sleeping
I'm tired of being tired
I'm tired of being immature
I'm tired of dying