Ruined

Today i saw her again,
Suddenly she was there,
This time i couldn't run,
This time i couldn't hide.

I still regret it every day,
I wish it never happened.
Al because of that angry message,
A friendship is lost forever.

This time i'm the only one to blame,
Just me and my stupid emotions.
Always falling in love with a friend,
Ruining our relation, pushing her away.

I hate myself for making her cry,
I hate myself for being this way.
I just hope she's happy without me,
That she is moving on.

I'll already gave up hope,
Hope to find love ever again,
Maybe some people are just ment to be,
Ment to be alone forever.

Sorry, for everything...

-Jordi-