Faking

My heart is breaking ,
This smile I am faking,
I may seem happy to you,
But, inside it is so not true,
Every night I go to bed and cry,
And every morning I wake up and wonder why,
This is too hard without you here,
I have became dependent on you being near,
When you walk by I want to die,
You put me through so much I do not know why I try,
I love you I really do,
But, goodbye I guess I wasted too much time on you.