Splendor of a sad goodbye

Have you ever attempt suicide
last night my soul has dead

so hard i tried to make things alright
i was so tired of your painful lies

i loved you so much so i couldn't stay
i didn't wanted to see you with some else

leaving you came to me just like a dark cloud above my hopes
i thought it will end as soon as you go through out the door

my mind used to tell me to be strong
but my heart has been so fragile to walk away

your face still hunting me in my dreams
you were the one and always you will stay

wish i could change the things We've done
goodbye is the word but i cant be the one who's going to say