As i layed my head on the bed ..
a flash of memories came along ...
you were not far away from me , but you were simply gone ..
my eyes were shut , and i was falling to sleep..
i had a dream ..
a dream of you ..
a dream that i describe the most painful fantasy ever ..
aren't dreams supposed to have at least one happy moment??
there you were..
standing with that amazing smile of yours..
that smile that lights my world ..
you were right in front of me..
yet , i could never have you ..
never hold you tight in my arms..
never be able to kiss your pain away ..
or guide you , or be with you only for a day ..
i miss having you in my life ..
i miss "You" as a person ...
and every detail that relates to you ..
Ur naturallity ..
your craziness ..
everything!!
as you were standing in front of me ..
i came up to you ,,
and we started talking ..
as you started talking i couldn't pay attention to a word you said..
but the only thing that hit me was..
there you were standing , talking with Ur cute little smile ..
but i couldn't have you !!
Why ??
i mean its a dream and i can tell you how i feel and bring you back ..
well , at least i can experience having you back in my dream..
i couldn't do it ..
i felt that something held me back from getting hurt again ..
he might not want you back ..a small low voice came into my ear ..
and as i stood there i took a last look at you ..
and took a deep breathe..
and said , wish things were different , wish there was no such thing as PAIN !
wish i knew how you feel ..
wish i can wake up from this dream because it hurts to know that good things always come to an end !
