I Wish you knew...

As Lance said "very intense". At first I was thinking this is for those that don't know what you really go through, for those that have no clue as to what your life is really like. But the last line that said "because I want to know too" really shows the emotion behind. As if you were asking, "why am I going through this because I don't deserve it". It touched me. Deep and well put (:

This is a very intense poem, and it says alot about how you try to hide your scars even tho you wish you could scream for the attention.

I feel the need to ask, do you really cut yourself? if so, why? dose really make the pain go away? or dose it make you focus of the physical pain so that you might ignore the mental pain? Plz know im not trying to be a prick, im trying to help. I used to be a cutter, and i found that it dosnt make the pain go away, same with drugs and achole, the pain dosnt stop. I found the only way to make the pain go away, for me, is to forgive those people that hurt you, and love them. i am not preaching about God, or any other religion, i personaly dont believe in God. but for your own peice of mind, forgive these people, so that your pain may come to an end, becouse in truth, these people will not hurt becouse of your suffering, so why should you suffer becouse of these people. the hard truth is that people want to hurt people, and enjoy that they can do it. Your pain is thier pleasure, if you let these people get to you, then you let them win, dont let them win, dont let them hurt you anymore, ignore them. again, this is the opinion of one man, i am not you, and i will not make your choses for you, this is not my intent. I am solely passing on some advice in hopes that you may find it of some use. You can tell me to go to hell, you can ignore it, thank me, or what ever, but i am just a concerned person, i hope the best for you, and if you ever need to vent on someone, you can vent on me, im always willing to listen and try to help if you ask.