Words That I Need to Say

One of those people
will talking make it better?
or will it just get worse?
I doubt she could handle my words

I try to ignore it
I try to vent my anger
the feeling doesn't last long
and I am good at ignoring it

But it throws me off my game
although not by much
it changes others perception of me
and slowly chipping at my confidence

Some words need to be spoken
but I fear that if I do
it will danger our balance
the balance of more than us two ...