My heart is crumbling down,
As I try so hard to hold back the sobs.
This is killing me now,
My own thoughts, my own mind,
Is not all there, maybe it never was.
I wish this would leave me forever,
Perhaps I wouldn't bleed so much inside.
Afraid I might finally give in sooner or later.
I've fell to pieces so many times over,
I don't think I can carry on hurting no more.
No one would get the idea of pain,
This inflicts on me.
I can't keep crying out for help,
when with each hand lend....
Nothing is gained.
I'm sick to f**k of trying so much.
Only to be pushed straight back down.
And theres nothing to make me stand up again..
