Lost In Confusion

Peace of mind I search for day and night.
I will not be giving up without a fight.

I'm truly tired of being so very lost.
I know I can't escape without a cost.

To bring about such peace of mind,
is probably something I'm never to find.

I seek to find, something that can't be found.
My haunting pain, I'll always be bound.

I'm so scared of what is soon to come,
my body and mind ache, I'm starting to go numb.

From this mind and body, daily I try to flee.
I'm in such horrible and painful misery.

I want all my painful memories to end,
because my heart can no longer be mend,

My tears some how always find a way out.
Maybe because my fears, bring them about?

Peace of mind I search for day and night.
I won't be giving up without a fight.

I desperately want out of this confusion..
But lost in my mind is my conclusion.

November 27th, 2008