I Confess

Help me through this wicked mess,
I need your love, I confess.

I have horribly screwed my life up,
my mind has stopped so abrupt.

I am so unsure of what I'm to do,
I no longer know what is really true.

I thought I would've been happy alone,
but without you, I'm nothing you've shown.

I need your love, as I already confessed.
Is this horrible mess merely a test?

Answer my unanswered prayer, I beg you.
Just guide me completely through.

If my days were to end all together,
my mind and body would merely sever.

I care not what happens right now to me,
but in the future, no hell I simply plea.

Help me through this horrible mess,
I need your love and protection, I confess.

December 14th, 2008