We've Changed

Why am I so upset?
Why am I so hurt?

He's changed...

Why should I be surprised?
Why didn't I see it coming?

He's changed...

Why did he lie?
Why must I try?

He's changed...

Why do I even continue going on?
Why do I even get back up?

He's changed...

Why did I not see this coming?
Why did I trust him?

He's changed...

Why do I love him?
Why do I care?

He's changed!

In answers to my questions,

I'm upset and hurt because,
things used to be different,
and so much better.

And he's changed...

I'm surprised because
I didn't think he'd do this
to me, atleast not so soon.

He's changed...,

I don't think it was his
intention to like to me...
I love him, so I'll try.

He's changed...

I should have seen it coming.
I was being a stupid and
blind woman, as always.

He's changed...

He's worth continuing on
in life, even when I'm pushed
down, or away, I'll stand strong.

He's changed...

No matter what he does, or where
he goes, I should and will
trust him, because I love him.

Even though he's changed...

Should I continue caring?
I think I should.
I won't give up all "hope".

He's changed...

Or maybe I'm the one
that has changed?

Have I changed?

November 24th, 2008