Before I Died

Before....
I thought we
would last for
eternity.

I die....
It feels like you
stabbed me in the back,
over and over again.

Before....
You told me all the
things I ever
wanted to hear.

I die....
I die when I think of
what we could have
together now.

Before....
You shunned me,
and wanted nothing to
do with me.

I die....
Because I was truly
inlove with you.
But not anymore.

Before....
We used to be so
very happy..
But not anymore.

I die....
When I see you
with another girl.
I know you'll do the
same thing to her.

Before....
I was the only girl
you ever wanted
to be with.

I died....
When you told
me you found
someone else.

Before....
I thought you
truly loved me.
I guess you lied.

I die....
Today, as I will
tomorrow..
I'm distraught.

Before....
I used to be so
strong.
Not anymore..

Because....
You killed me...

I died.

You're now a murderer.
And how do you feel?
You killed me inside
Happy?

Are you pleased now
that I am emotionally
dead?

And scarred for life?
I died....
The day you left me.

November 30th, 2008