I'm Tired Of It

Oh, my goodness..
I'm so angry.

I try my best not to
write out of anger,
but today I feel as if,
I have no choice..

Why?

I know that the
reason why I'm so mad
is so incredibly
stupid and ignorant.

I'm tired of always
being so strong and
caring, and everyone
taking advantage.

I'm tired of people
relying on me
to do everything
for them, but then
never returning the favor.

I'm tired of doing
all the work,
and everyone else
taking the credit.

I'm tired of people
walking all over me,
I feel like I am only
there because I'm needed.

I have problems too.
Just like everyone else.
I need help too.
I can't do it all by myself!

I know this poem
is all about me.
But the only think
to help me it seems.

So, why am I so mad?
Why won't anyone help?
Or just merely talk to me?
Does anyone care?

I know this makes no sense.
I realize I'm just complaining.
I know I'm being irrational,
and I realize I'm exploding.

But, better to let it all out on this
paper, then to yell and take it
out one someone I love

July 5th, 2008