Misery or Hope?

I'm trapped, in my mind.
I've been left so far behind.

I seek hope for all eternity,
but here I sit in misery.

A mere helping hand, I need.
Just one loving friend, I plead.

My mind is in such a haze.
My eyes just simply gaze.

My tears leave a emanate stain,
they show of all my horrible pain.

Trapped in my mind, I'm so upset.
My evil demise, I've just met.

It would be impossible to forget my fears,
I wish I had control, so I could steer.

Steer around to a better place.
With one loving person to embrace.

Here I continue to sit in misery,
just wanting a tiny hope for eternity.

How could someone hurt me so?
They gave me so many scars to show.

My haunting memories will never escape,
my mind and body, is in horrible shape.

Peace of mind is all I ask.
I'm hiding behind my mask.

Hiding from myself and even you,
I'm scared of what my mind will do.

Though, I can't hide from my thoughts,
the one's that upon me I brought.

So, here I continue to sit in misery,
just wanting a tiny hope for eternity.

November 30th, 2008