Used To

I used to say i wanted love
used to express it in flirtatious songs
i used to need love
used to search and dive right in for it
i used to caress love
used to be patient and understanding
i used to be in love
used to surrender and follow love
now i through with love
can't stand the word
now i'm sick of love
can't be next to love
now i'm cursed of love
can't get it to leave
now i'm scared of love
can't get it to stop hurting me
why love
why can't you bend
why love
can't you stop it
why don't you return
can't you see i'm drowning
love...