I totally know how that feels...its weird how cutting can be so addictive...i cut too and have tried to give up. I dont do it as often tho...but the urges are there.
AWESOME POEM!!
best of luck ;)

Sammie
Thanks. I love you 2. It makes me smile to know I've got such awesome freinds to fall back on.
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Hey. I love this poem... only because what you wrote is EXACTLY how I feel. Cutting has been a very hard struggle and it is very hard to get yourself out of it. I have been threatened to be sent away because of it and i still do it (I really do try to stop), but if anything, i completely understand this. It sucks how trust always has to be attached to whether you cut or not... I guess thats why ive lost so many people's trust. Anyway, its very good and i give it a 5! Check me out 2.