Once

Here iam again love thinking of you like I always do,
once again staring at the sky seeking your image in the heavens,
here iam wondering why all this happened everything seemed so sudden.

A new begining ?? so easy to say but yet so hard to accomplish,
a dark room an empty sky as questions come up why who when?
tears fall again as memories of you come to my head my heart aches of hunger for your love your touch .

How could I stand infront of god and beg for mercy if I cant even forgive myself ?? a strange place to be broken and defeated .

Who am I to say ill be strong!!! if all do is cry all day long ..
a weird feeling goes in my writting hoping you see wat I have become .

love in my last words I hope and pray that everything would change one day .

never ending quest to find the love I so much need travel the world in search of the girl who can fill my heart one of these days it will happen one of these days..........