Dear Jesus,
My life has become nothing but destruction.
it cant even follow your instruction.
When I wake up I don't give thanks to your name,
its not fair for me to keep playing this game,
because its for me and other that you came.
I should be giving you every minute, every hour,
so that eventually I can bloom like a flower.
When I look at my self I see sin,
through my heart is where I let it all come in.
When I gave into temptation and society,
that's when I became like the rest of humanity.
My life and heart are broken,
but I knew that to eternal life you are the token.
After every breath you take for me, all that you do,
I can no longer be this person toward you.
What and who I need to become like is right in front of me,
you are all I should see.
Lord, help me become a committed follower,
even an evangelist as long as it's you I please.
This life is filled with blasphemy,
I am empty, fill me with your prophecy.
When I'm at my lowest point,
I know you are the only one that anoints.
Take my life in to your hands,
I know this wasn't part of your plan.
You have been knocking at my door,
I've wasted so much time contemplating on floor.
All that's left for me to do is give it all,
turn myself in to you and free-fall.
So here I am now, opening the door to you,
I want to give up this life to be conformed to you.
As I write this my mind is focused,
I want you to tell me my purpose.
you are the physician,
so Lord, cure me from this infecting sin.
You are the one God out there,
so for you I say this prayer.
