Mind Of Thoughts *CLG* (143)

Did u ever feel so weird &crazy bout sumone?like u cant get them off ur mind,or u draw their name on ur ankle and not a day goes by that u say their name in ur head and out of no where u whisper his name and draw it with lots of hearts around it?
or u juss wanna call him up juss to hear him say "hello",and hang up and sit there waiting for the phone to ring,hoping its him but so scared to answer it...but you try soo hard not to cry holding it all inside as it gets bigger n bigger.lie on ur bed listening to that one song over n over again only cause it reminds of you of him,wishing things were different,wishing you were back together with him,wishing u were in his arms once again,wondering if he does the same god damn thing?
hoping he feels tha same.and you just cant help it?and u want him more than anything,dont want nobody else,and ur broken heart feel so much pain u cant stand it anymore.you do something so stupid so he can notice you again.You wanting him to see you .You wanting him to say "WHUDDUP?"juss so you can have 1 more conversation,and you also do tha craziest things for him you dont understand,say thingz you dont mean,people telling you hes controlling, mean
and sickning to you but you just cant see that cause you fell soo hard in love with him,or you love him soo much you would do anything and
everything for him thinking he would do tha same but what if its awl juss fake,
him wanting u to feel this way so u will never forget him,and u thought once u guyz would be together forever,growing old n grey together thinking it would have been that way,but shit it hasnt and it wont,but therez always a time in LIFE u will never get over him but you wanna soo bad but juss cant ,,u try soo hard to move on but still LOVE him soo much u feel sick and all you want is for that feeling to go away but therez only one way..
so mys well just live with tha pain thinking its gonna be all good and try ur hardest to forget him so u can live ur life tha way u wanna with someone else or alone,
ur choice.make tha right one! cause u dont ever wanna feel that way again,right?
chelsey 06..well me felt this way bout about a boy..
and i threw my words i felt for him& to this day ilove..with all my heart, goesto him,once my baby!